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i think i have the time
except for when i need to practice with yuratchka for a video project
but i would like to learn !

k-pop is interesting
it is like idols ? from what yuuko told me
i would like to learn more
will mr katsuki tell me ?
did you want to k-pop ?

[ he's enough of a russiaweeb? russiaboo?? to understand who she means by that ]

A video project?

[ SCRATCH THAT HERE COMES MORE INTERNAL SCREAMING FROM THOSE OTHER QUESTIONS. if you weren't Anya and thus a pure and blessed soul you could probably sense his panic through the screen ]

It's like idols, yes, assuming you mean the Japanese ones

Ahh... haha, no. I just... really liked the choreographies... I mean, I still do, obviously. I'm just no longer as into it as I was before...

a melody film ?

[give her a second, she got tripped up on her synonyms and will be back in a second]

but you are still looking at the videos ?
mr katsuki must still like k-pop
that is nice isn't it ?

[and then

a minute later]

music video !

[ "a music vid—"

he's in the middle of typing that when he gets Anya's text confirming it ]

Ah, that's what I thought!

For the video, I mean

I mean, I assumed that's what you meant

What kind of music video?

[ He should probably be less nosy about this, but he hopes Anya doesn't mind (and if she does, she would tell him, right?)

Then, after a moment: ]

Yeah, I still like it, I just don't have much time to stay on top of things anymore?

Not the way I used to, anyway

But I still like to watch stuff every now and then for inspiration...

hip hop
before the russian yuratchka helped anya look for ways to dance outside of class
so we are doing a music video

for inspiration ?
i hope you are feeling inspired mr katsuki
it looks like a fun dance
a little sassy ?
fun !

Hip hop?
Are you going to be rapping too, or just dancing?

[ the mental image is priceless either way ]

Haha, I am, yeah
I see what you mean when you say it's sassy
But if you feel it's a little too much we can try and learn a different one

very funny mr katsuki !
dave is the rapper
we will just be dancing i think

no anya wants to learn all of it
if i can i would like to do everything one day
so it would not be good to say no to something too sassy
when sassy can be very fun

Oh, sounds like a lot of fun
Please show me when it's done
I'm sure it'll turn out great

Everything...
You mean all kinds of dances?
That's really ambitious, it's a good outlook to have

definitely !

!!! ambitious !
anya has never been called ambitious before
maybe it is because there was no reason until now

but i am glad
if i am ambitious then maybe i will reach my dreams
i want to try

[ One of these days Yuuri's corpse will be found lying somewhere and the autopsy report will read "Cause of Death: Anya" ]

I'm sure you will, ambition or not!
You should definitely try!
I will gladly support you in any way I can

really ?
then mr katsuki please teach me everything
i want to learn everything

anya will try to get good at k-pop
and all other things too

[ h e l p ]

I'll do my best
I'm nowhere as good as Viktor but
I'm sure he'd also be happy to help

With k-pop and also other genres

" nowhere as good " ?
do not say things like that
i think learning from viktor and mr katsuki are different things
and i like both

i will ask him soon
but i still want to learn from mr katsuki
since you like the k-pop
i want to learn from you even more

[ How does he keep making more work for himself? Well, who cares, who needs free time anyway.

(Not-so-) secretly he's thrilled because! He hasn't done this in so long! Much less with other people!! ]

Ahh, thank you Anya
That means a lot to me
💐
Let's start as soon as possible

ok !
i am excited

oh but anya has a question ?
is there a reason why mr katsuki is not a k-pop ?
did not k-pop ?

i think it would suit you

[ That...

That has to be one of the greatest compliments (to him) he's ever gotten. ]

Oh no!
I mean, thank you, I'm very flattered but
I don't know how I could have done that... I've never even been to South Korea, haha...
K-pop is a complicated industry, I don't mind just being a fan

hmm
if anya is saying too much
please say so

but i think the path i want to try is called idols
even though i do not know anything about it
but it looks closest to what i saw in my dreams and what i want to do now
and i did not even work as hard as mr katsuki
even though i am trying to change that

i thought i was happy watching yuratchka and dave
but i think there is something more exciting to see for myself

ah but do not tell them ! i still want to watch them too
i just think this is what is making anya
ambitious ?

and mr katsuki could be more
ambitious !
it would be wonderful to see
if you wanted to

oh no !
anya definitely said too much
i am sorry

[ The next text takes a few minutes to come. ]

No, it's okay
You don't need to apologize

[ And then, the longest "Mr. Katsuki is typing..." on and off ever. ]

I'm not sure how I can be more ambitious
I love k-pop, but I never really wanted to do it seriously
It's a little too late for any of that for me, anyway
But like I said, I'm happy as a fan... and helping other dancers like Yuri and Dave and you grow and become better

I think you would definitely make a great idol
Any kind of idol you want to be, really

But I realize I might sound like a hypocrite for saying that, after the K-pop thing, so sorry...

I'm just not sure how to be more ambitious myself

it is the same
you do not need to apologize

i was saying the same thing too
that i did not know how to be ambitious
i guess i do not even now
if i did not realize that is what i was doing

it is a little scary
and even scarier now that i do not have all the words i want
to say what i mean
but someone important to me told me that i will fail
and that is okay and that took away the scariest thing
because the people who love me will still feel that if i fail

i think it is the same for mr katsuki
i do not know how to say to be more ambitious
or if that is the right thing to do
but i would like to dance on a stage next to you one day
and that is a dream i want to be ambitious for

[ Well, the good thing about this being a text conversation is that Anya won't have to see Yuuri leaking everywhere as soon as he reads that last bit.

The following messages will take even longer because it's hard to type when your phone screen is wet. ]

That's some good advice
Knowing that you will fail
I think it's the first step in the right direction

[ He's still being a hypocrite, but as far as he's concerned he'd still be disappointing people if he failed, so he can tell himself it doesn't apply to him. ]

Thank you, really
No one's
Jjdls
Sorry
I'd love to dance next to you someday
So let's work together, for the sake of that dream

i am just saying the truth
and that i will be excited to dance next to you one day
because i will work hard to make it happen
and i will always choose to adore mr katsuki no matter what

[she wanted to say "love".... but there's supposed to be a boundary between student and teacher somewhere right

a close enough word]

thank you for saying yes to teaching me
i will do my best !
i am excited
see you soon

[ She may not have said "love" but the word she used is still enough to make Yuuri's heart skip a beat. ]

Thank you
Again
Sorry, I've said this a lot of times today, haha
But I'm really grateful
I'm glad my finger slipped with that video, I guess
Let's both do our best!
💪

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