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[even though she totally had it and probably could've gotten back to the sidelines without landing on her backside without falling on her own, she's also going to take the offer an arm once it's made. she hooks her arms with yuri's even as he lectures her...

goodness... bring back the unfettered happiness of earlier, please.

she's still giggling and she opens her mouth to tease "with how much you lecture me about it, maybe I should just fall in love with you" - before, ah, thinking better of it. that's right, she already promised that she won't make jokes anymore.... even if she doesn't know what the future holds, she knows better now than to play with possibilities in a way that makes yuri uncomfortable.

so she just sighs.]

I want to find love - of course I do. It sounds nice... but I'll wait until it happens. I'm not looking. I think one day I am supposed to just know. And I do not know yet, so I will not worry about it.

[clearly she doesn't... care... she's happy with her friends. even if one day she wants to love someone, she's not going to force it.]

But it does make sense - and you are right. Maybe sometimes it will be impossible for everyone to be together. They might have work or other things that keep them away. But... in hypotheticals, it's okay to hope, isn't it? Ideals and dreams should be okay too.

In reality - everything that I can do with you, I want to. And the things that I can't... well, that's okay, because we'll always be there in heart.

[parroting it back in a different way, though she is also quoting a conversation that they'd had before. but she does understand, it's just not something she wants to naturally accept.

the problem of being so starry-eyed, probably]

( he at least seems to accept her answer now. then again, not going looking makes sense to him. not so much the "one day I am supposed to just know" — he's not sure that's practical — but not being in any hurry, yes. that he understands. there's so much more important stuff in life to focus on before entanglements of that kind.

so feeling like he's said all he cares to, he moves on. )

Hope is fine. Dreams are important, though... dreaming about people can be complicated.

( he shrugs off his own words as they step out, taking his arm away from her since he's planning on sitting and getting his skates off. )

People stay in your heart no matter the distance. Or the ones who matter to you most will, so it works out.

( the ones who may matter but don't quite stay are another matter. one he doesn't dive into. )

Is your Mom expecting you home soon?

[Dreaming about people has been complicated - that's true. She assumes that he means it literally.... because that's what they've all been doing with the hallucinomemories, right? Still, she'll step to the side even as he's getting his skates off and tilts her head at the question.]

Mama? Mm.... No, not yet. I may stop by the hospital to see her before I go home... or I can stay with Yuratchka until closing? Or... I will see and make sure that Yato and Occhan are not drinking too much. The pageant was difficult on them....

[can she make it into the bars??? who knows. she's just thinking out loud though, contemplating what her options are. though the thoughts back to the pageant remind her of the memory she had - being on stage with another person? and she'd ask this of dave too probably but yuri is here right now and]

Yuratchka... would you like to dance together soon? Mm, different from usual. Not just the same choreography - but pair dancing?

( he pulls his head up as he tugs off one boot, mouth opening: then hesitating. )

Pair dancing isn't my strong point.

( it comes across sounding like a confession. it is one. he's reserved, he screws up in the give and take, he's too commandeering as a lead, he's too fractious as a follow. Yuri's managed better periods, but it's been actually worse since he moved to Recolle. )

[ . . . . a surprise. In truth, Anya might've had a suspicion - but they haven't been friends for long. Maybe Yuri didn't want to pair dance with anyone who wasn't a friend if he didn't have to. And Anya would always be swept up in a new dance with Dave anyway.... but she looks amused - and excited.]

Something that I can teach Yuratchka? Wow!

[and she giggles even as she tilts her head and smiles]

You don't have to if you don't want to - I can ask Davenka - but it's my favorite. And ah... after the pageant, I had a hallucinomemory too. Not as new as Yuratchka's... but Anya saw a stage! [and because she's Extra, she'll hop onto an empty space on another bench nearby to elevate herself like she saw in her memory, mimicking the ending pose she saw in her head, smiling bright as the moon] And bright lights. Singing, dancing - with someone important to me.

That feeling... Doki doki! I want to feel it again. That is why I ask.

[it's a new feeling to her - to care this strongly about something that isn't the stars, but well... she plans to eventually master this too, you know?]

( he turns his face her way to show he's paying attention even as she's hopping on benches and his fingers are working at laces. he snorts, a little amused in spite of himself. part of him is prepared to say no... and probably would have, if doki doki hadn't followed her saying what she really loved in that recollection was the performance. )

Davenka's still the better option, but okay. I'll try.

( for whatever it is that she gets out of it, and for, not so selflessly, his own general improvement as well. )

[Yuri's a good friend.

Which is why Anya's absolutely ecstatic as she shifts to turn back to him, clapping her hands together.]

Yay! Then it will be fun! And we will learn new things - and...!

[she's ready to keep going, she really is - when her phone buzzes in her pocket? oh. she makes a second noise of delight, hopping down from the bench almost immediately]

Mama's shift got changed. She's going home - goodbye, Yuratchka, bye bye! Thank you, proud of you, love you!

[and there it is

anya being a mama's girl above all else kicking in as she's legitimately sprinting right back out the doors of the stardust]

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