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[constellates]

ANASTASIA

Hello. Call me Anya. (･ω´-ゞ)^☆

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[constellates]

[she had to google what "patronize" means]

" treat with an apparent kindness that betrays a feeling of superiority "
is that what malik means ?
that is not what i mean

anya is not superior to anyone
i am sorry if i am making mistakes
i do not know if my words are correct for what i feel
and if they are wrong

but what i feel is that i want malik to be happy
or at least to feel safe
because i think you are important
and even if you do not need anyone
you are not alone

but if i am not helping
i am sorry

[godcards]

I SAID TO STOP
I know you know what that means.

You, jade, and countless people before you have said the same things
it doesn't matter
i don't want to hear your faux inspirational bullshit that doesn't change a nything

you are not helping
leave me alone

[constellates]

it is not faux
anya is not faux

i do not lie to you
i will never lie to you

[godcards]

[ now anya gets like 5 separate texts in a row that are all "STOP" but typoed or spaced weirdly but i'm not comment chaining that ]

LEAVE
ME
ALONE

[constellates]

[she made a mistake

she gets that.

she's not used to having people blow up at her - she takes a strong stance on very few things but.... friendship is one of them. she doesn't understand malik's response.

being alone in scary.

why would he want that?

she doesn't believe he actually wants that.

but she's not going to press - she's already pressed too much too hard too quickly - but leaving him alone is not in her nature either]

i am sorry for upsetting you

when things are loud and overwhelming
i listen to music

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Zy2m9RSZHg
good night

[she's really not sure what the right thing to do is anymore]