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[ . . . ]

It is, sort of.
I decided on Recollé to see if I could have fun playing baseball again.

??
why did you stop having fun ?

[ What is it about Anya, shit. ]

[ The short version, because he can't lie to her. ]

My coach in middle school.
Before we moved outside of Recollé, I mean.
Turned out he didn't care about us, just results.

!!
that is not good
he does not seem like a nice person
it would be hard to have fun if you were not happy

koushuu is happier here
right ?

No, he was not a nice person.
He transferred to our rival team after I found out.
We got the chance to show him we were fine without him, at least, but it still happened.

[ . . . ]

I am.
Happier here.

i am sorry that it happened
koushuu is so good at baseball
i cannot imagine you not playing

good !
if that ever changes you will let anya know ?
because i want to help make a place where koushuu is happiest

I can't either.
But I found a reason to keep playing, so it's fine now.

Yeah.
I will.
Just let me know if there's anything I can do for you, too.

[ Not something he often directly says to people, but Anya is a powerful person. ]

Edited (dw icon pls) 2017-05-06 07:33 (UTC)

!! what is your reason ?

[get gay already]

thank you for saying so
i will let you know i promise
but right now anya is very happy
there is nothing i can ask for to make me even more happy

I started having fun again.

[ NOPE YOU CAN'T CATCH HIM ]

Then I'm glad.
I have a hard time thinking of you as anything but happy.
So I don't want that to change.

why ?

i do not think it will change
anya is happy because everyone cares so much
as long as everyone is with me
my heart will always feel warm

[ Talking to Anya is a double-edged sword, he swears. ]

The Recolle team made up for how shitty my old coach was.

This isn't something I'd normally say, but.
You draw people in.
So I don't think you're going to have to worry about that.
I can at least say I don't plan on going anywhere.

[ . . . . hm.

Anya knows that Eijun moved to the Recolle team - he moved in next door to her uncle, after all. And they're close? And Koushuu has a big messy nerdy crush on Eijun?]

!! oh
i see now
your secret that you do not want to say is safe with anya

that is very nice of you to say
the words feel warm like a hug
please do not go anywhere
i like it when you are with me too

[ Koushuu proceeds to put his phone on his face and sigh heavily before he replies. ]

Well.
Thank you for not making me say it.
[ Feelings? Are hard?? ]

You're the only one I'd say them to
So it's your own personal hug.
[ But he can be soft at her directly. ]

if it is what i think it is
then you are welcome
i still think it is cute and sweet

!!! a personal hug !
now i have to think of a personal hug for koushuu
i do not know what yet
maybe i need to know more baseball

It's probably what you think it is.
You're pretty observant.

If there's anything you ever want to learn about it, I'll teach you.
I don't mind.
But it doesn't have to be baseball.

thank you !
it is okay i will still not tell

tell me what more koushuu likes
and i will learn

Appreciated.

It's mostly baseball.
But I like camping, I guess.
When we were traveling for some of mom's nature assignments, we'd go camping.

!!
we should go camping !

[ . . . ]

[ The horrors that he has imagined are numerous, and require more than a simple blank comment to fill in for that. The ellipses were necessary, because holy shit, he wishes the things his mind provides him wouldn't be completely believable. ]

We'll see.
Towards the end of summer/beginning of fall is better for it.

Edited 2017-05-16 06:13 (UTC)

when it is warm ?
ok !
and new stars too

Good bonfire/campfire weather, when it's still warm but not hot.
Yeah, new stars too.

yay !!!
i am excited
who would koushuu want to invite

Mm...
You. Yukine. Sawamura. Kurosaki. Chiyo. Yoshiko.
Actually, a lot more people than I'd have anticipated saying a year ago.

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