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ANASTASIA

Hello. Call me Anya. (･ω´-ゞ)^☆

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7/16;

[redarm]

["Share a difficult Retrospec memory" was one of his bingo squares that he was having trouble with, simply because none of the visions he had gotten were particularly difficult for him to talk about. They weren't always pleasant, sure, but it's not difficult to separate yourself from those memories when you were very certain whoever you're seeing in the visions weren't you. So, it took him a long time to figure out what he should do about it.

But after long contemplation, it came to him that there was one memory he wasn't fond of sharing. Not because the memory itself was a terrible one, but the reactions certain people might have if they heard about it. People like Anya.

So a full week after he came to epiphany, he finally worked up the courage to contact her. ]

hey anya. uh...hows your summer?

[Ugh, that sounded totally lame]

look, do you have time to hear something? its for that fucking bingo card thing.

[constellates]

for bingo game ?
for noah ?
yes ! i will make time

( and my summer is good
but i do not think that is what you want to talk about ? )

[teasing.... but she does assume that to be true? she smiles faintly at her phone, surprised by not displeased at all by her friend approaching her. if there was anything that she could do for him, he would simply have to name it.]

[redarm]

[Yeah, he deserves that teasing a little and says "shit" to himself. He's not surprised that Anya will help him, but it still makes him glad. Glad, and also more nervous.]

ok.
thanks anya.
shouldnt take long.
i just have to tell someone about a "difficult retrospec memory".

[....]

you promise not to tell anyone, right?

[constellates]

oh
yes
i promise
do you want to do it
like this ?

[Would that be easier for him, she wonders? In truth, she likes to be with the person face to face if she's sharing something difficult but... well, it's whatever works best for Noah.]

[redarm]

[There's a pause]

yeah. itd be better like this.

[Another pause. God, here goes nothing]

i had some vision about this girl. she seemed really nice, and
[another pause]
that guy who i keep seeing memories seemed to have a thing for her.

[UUUUUGH]

[constellates]

oh
then you
or not you
likes her ?
that is what " have a thing "
means yes ?

[not like

A physical thing

just making sure]

[redarm]

yes.
it means he thinks shes cute.

[uuuuugh okay last part]

also shes in recolle now.

[constellates]

oh
did you met her
do you think she is cute

[STRAIGHT FOR THE KILL]

[redarm]

[ANYA THIS IS EXACTLY WHY THIS COUNTS AS A DIFFICULT MEMORY.

EXACTLY WHY]


fucking hell
yeah i met her
but i dunno???
i barely know her!!

[constellates]

that is true
but she did not give you the same feeling ?
maybe it will take time ?
are you scared you will feel the same ?

[redarm]

[/Regrets Everything]

i dunno??
id rather not feel the same!
thatd be creepy!
and i dont have time for dating!!

[constellates]

[anya might've been a bad person to talk to]

creepy ?
maybe
or maybe you will like her because she is a nice girl
but if you do not have time for dating
i do not think you need to worry ?
it is what you choose
yes ?

[redarm]

yeah it is!
and i know with everything going on
i dont have time for dating.

[Noah literally everyone else is going through the same stuff and they still make time for dating come on]

anyway
i havent even told her i remember her from the visions yet.

[constellates]

if you want to date
you can make time !
that is how love is

[THAT IS THE MOST DISNEY EXPLANATION OF LOVE]

are you going to tell her ?

[redarm]

i dont wanna make time for it!!

[I REJECT YOUR DISNEY. ]

about knowing her?
maybe once she starts having visions?
shes new to town, so
shes already dealing with a lot of shit.

[constellates]

do you not like love ?

[WHY]

oh no
that is true the change might be hard
if you want to wait maybe that is safe
but i think it might be good to
be her friend ?
if she might know more about what you are seeing too

[redarm]

what?
no
whats love got to do with it?

[SHEESH]

yeah, i guess
she said she wants to hang out.
shell be going to our school in the fall
so ill see her there.

[constellates]

you should date who you think you could love
that is what i think

[D I S N E Y]

oh !!
exciting !
i will try to meet her too ?
what is she like ?

[redarm]

yeah okay
but im not against love just cause i dont wanna date now.
you know that right??

[There's a pause]

weirdly im scared to answer that question.

[constellates]

that is true
but you do not want to make time either ?
it is a little closed
but i think you have reasons ?

why ?
anya would be nice
do you not believe me ?

[redarm]

yes.
i have my reasons.
im fine being single.

no
im very sure youll be nice.
super nice.

[constellates]

that is good too
but i hope you find love later

[bc anya loves... love???]

is that a bad thing ?

[redarm]

yeah yeah.

[He's in no rush for love. It just sounds complicated honestly. Making friends is challenging enough.]

that depends
youre not gonna get weird and try to set us up are you?

[constellates]

no
anya believes in love
but it will happen on its own
if it supposed to ?
i think that is how it works

[redarm]

shit is the person you get visions about a disney princess?

but fine, whatever.
her names Li-Na.
she just got here from hong kong