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constellates) wrote2020-01-25 08:03 am
constellates) wrote2020-01-25 08:03 amic inbox.
ANASTASIA
Hello. Call me Anya. (･ω´-ゞ)^☆
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constellates) wrote2020-01-25 08:03 am
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Not in that way.
When he finally gets the words out, when he emphasizes love-love, and then asks her to go out with him, she -
She wonders what she did wrong. She wonders what it was that she said, what she did, what she didn't say or didn't do - that made it come to this? Her fingers tighten around the wrapping paper of the flowers, crinkling them even as she feels her face flush with embarrassment.]
Love...? Me?
[Right now, she doesn't feel like she's about to do anything worth being loved.
It's true that she would do anything to make Yukine smile. It's true that she thinks that he deserves the world. It's true that she adores him, would chase after his happiness, and oppose anyone who dared to make him unhappy - but how on earth is she supposed to fight herself? Because for all the things that she'd do for Yukine, there are things that she can't and lying - lying about feelings that she doesn't have—
God, he deserves better than this.]