well apparently you're off floating in unreality or whatever that's probably too huge of a concept for you to understand but ill explain later
just hear me out, okay?
it's not that i don't want you to follow your dreams and all it's great, actually i mean it it's just that... being an idol is more than just merely singing and dancing on stage while the audience waves their themed glowsticks at you being an idol means giving up on other aspects of life they're strict about their diets, the media becomes invasive about their lives and you're not even allowed to fall in love i mean you can but your fans will never let you because you're supposed to appeal to them and that seems so restricting for someone who's as free-spirited as you i just wanted you to shine out there without all those retrictions you don't deserve the skeevy parts of an industry that works you to the bone until there's nothing left of you
and im not saying you have to leave because im pretty sure you've already made up your mind i won't stop you just if this still isn't clear to you, fine ill go over it with you again once you come back and you will you're a strong girl anyway so maybe i shouldn't be worried in the first place
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that's probably too huge of a concept for you to understand but ill explain later
just hear me out, okay?
it's not that i don't want you to follow your dreams and all
it's great, actually
i mean it
it's just that... being an idol is more than just merely singing and dancing on stage while the audience waves their themed glowsticks at you
being an idol means giving up on other aspects of life
they're strict about their diets, the media becomes invasive about their lives
and you're not even allowed to fall in love
i mean you can but your fans will never let you because you're supposed to appeal to them
and that seems so restricting for someone who's as free-spirited as you
i
just wanted you to shine out there without all those retrictions
you don't deserve the skeevy parts of an industry that works you to the bone until there's nothing left of you
and
im not saying you have to leave
because im pretty sure you've already made up your mind
i won't stop you
just
if this still isn't clear to you, fine
ill go over it with you again once you come back
and you will
you're a strong girl anyway so
maybe i shouldn't be worried in the first place
just think about it anya
take care.