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ANASTASIA

Hello. Call me Anya. (･ω´-ゞ)^☆

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[ old inbox post is here! ]

[anya's own texts take time to send back - if only because even after everyone has returned, her phone is still broken. it takes her time to go and get a new one with her mother and she almost cries when she reads over the messages

(does cry when she reads ryoji's)]

you do not need to say sorry
is yukine safe ?

i'm safe
are you?
you're the one who
vanished

i am sorry
i did not mean to
i am safe i promise
i am sorry you worried

please don't be
it's fine IT'S OK
i was going to worry
i couldn't help it
i'm just glad you're back
and you're okay

i saw the messages you left

they went through ?
oh

[and she.... she wishes that she knew what to say but - ]

i do not know what to say now
i do not want to say things that will make yukine unhappy again

( it takes him a few minutes to answer. )

eventually
and all at once

me either
i'm sorry
i shouldn't have done that to you
i know i already said that
i've thought a lot about it since then
like a lot
and
i still feel bad about it

i don't want us to stop being friends
kind of wish there was like an undo button or something

is it ok to keep talking?

please keep talking

but i do not know why you are sorry
or why you think that you should not have said it to me ?

if we are friends
then
all the truth should be known
yes ?

i don't know anya
don't you think that sometimes
you shouldn't tell your friends how you feel?

for their sake?

their ?

was yukine unhappy to tell me
because you thought that it would make
me unhappy ?

more like
didn't it make you unhappy, anya?

i was unhappy
because i made yukine unhappy
but it was the only way i could say the truth
and i do not want to lie to you ever

but
i think the truth should always be said
because hiding things from friends
it is painful

no no
it was important you told me how you felt
i know it was hard but thank you

even if the truth is painful?

( just gonna casually contradict himself no biggie )

yes
because the pain of not knowing
wondering
why did they not tell me
did i do something wrong
are they mad

it is
more
it is worse

i
yea
i get that

i'm sorry

i don't know if i need to say so
but i want you to know
i was never mad at you
or anything like that
and you didn't do anything wrong

anya is
no
anya will always be
my important friend

i just
i dunno
been trying to work out
how i feel? if that makes sense

but i know
i still want to be around you
if that's okay