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[constellates]

ANASTASIA

Hello. Call me Anya. (･ω´-ゞ)^☆

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[constellates]

Me too.... or - I do not like trying to tell people what to say.

[even if it's good for them??]

Чувства.... I did not think feelings would be so hard.

[parodeity]

I don't know if I've ever found them easy. And, uh, yeah, same? Even when people I know aren't happy try to pretend to be I...how do you call them on it?

[ GENUINE QUESTION ]

[constellates]

Mm.... Happy is happy. Sad is sad. If you are happy, it is good to share. When you are sad, it is not so good to share because other people might be sad.

[SHE THOUGHT IT WAS SO SIMPLE.]

Chasing after happiness even when you are sad.... is bad?

[that's what yuri said right]

[parodeity]

Uh. Given the last time I got scolded...

[ he shrugs. ]

...Making the decision for other people that they only got the happy stuff was a bad thing. I don't think he agreed it was wrong even when we talked about what the not-happy stuff might be. And I don't...exactly know if he was wrong, but I...

[ ...don't want to talk about bro ever uh ]

[constellates]

[ . . . . right. she nods. her scolding about that is a little bit further back in memory but.]

.... still do not want to talk about it.

[she agrees.]

Because sharing the not happy stuff....

There is nothing I can do to change it, if it happened. So...

[why bother touching on it?]

[parodeity]

And you don't want people to feel sad for you, or to...pity you, or whatever. Or to know about it.

[ a shrug. HE...GETS IT. ]

[constellates]

[a nod. she also gets it.

and she will continue to eat ice cream.]

.... maybe I understand a little. Because as a friend, I do not want Davechka to hold that alone.

[ . . . . ]

But as Anya... Mеня самого. I know what Davenka is saying and the feeling is not easy.

[parodeity]

We are kind of two peas in a pod, aren't we.

[ TAKES A BITE OF HIS ICE CREAM he's such a slow eater sometimes ]