i guess to answer your question, i would the person i was wasn't a particularly good person im not entirely sure letting that kind of man roam around again free to do as he pleases is a good idea so ideally it'll end before i
i dont know turn back into that person? if that's how this works
[One day we'll all learn Nobunaga Oda was a woman but until then...]
to tell you the truth...i worry, too and i know im the type of person who always tries to have all the answers but... when it comes to what to do, i don't really know what to do, either it sounds like everyone with memories of themselves being knockoff shounen protagonists...they used to be these remarkable people who got used to all this kind of weird stuff but we weren't, for most of our lives so we're all a little out of our leagues here
not being able to take action is the worst part, huh?
hm well, when you put it that way, it sounds like that isn't really the problem, anya the problem is your perspective
don't ask yourself how to help gods or with powers or amazing people you can't give them the answers they're looking for, so at the very least you can do what anya does best
it means being their friend, dummy you didn't make friends with gods or people who are magical you made friends with normal, every day people and unless anyone's radically different from how they were when you met them, how you approach the situation doesn't have to change all that much
don't think about why they're upset or angry or confused just think about the fact that they are and do what you'd normally do to help with that
if you can't help with their specific problems, you can at least do that much and it's better than sitting on your hands in frustration, right?
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i dont know how, but one day this'll all end
im holding onto that hope
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i think
for the people who have hard things to remember
i want it to be over too
clarity, clarity...
and what if it wasn't for their sake? are you saying you wouldn't want it to be over?
[She'll ignore the question given to her for now, but she'll get back to it in a moment.]
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the things that i remember
they are
bright ?
sparkling ?
i do not know if i will forget them if everything is over
but
it is okay if i do
because i think i will find them again
a different way
it does not matter so much for me
i will always be okay
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well
i guess to answer your question, i would
the person i was wasn't a particularly good person
im not entirely sure letting that kind of man roam around again free to do as he pleases is a good idea
so ideally it'll end before i
i dont know
turn back into that person? if that's how this works
[One day we'll all learn Nobunaga Oda was a woman but until then...]
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can i tell aki something else ?
something that happened
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go on
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has memories like that
where they were not very good
and they told me
something bad happened to them
i think it is because of the memories
because they kept looking for the memories
and i did not tell them to stop
they got hurt
it was scary
i do not know what to do
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to tell you the truth...i worry, too
and i know im the type of person who always tries to have all the answers but...
when it comes to what to do, i don't really know what to do, either
it sounds like everyone with memories of themselves being knockoff shounen protagonists...they used to be these remarkable people who got used to all this kind of weird stuff
but we weren't, for most of our lives
so we're all a little out of our leagues here
not being able to take action is the worst part, huh?
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i do not have memories like that
the other anya is
brighter ?
she can use a gun maybe
but for powers
and gods
and amazing people
i do not always know what to do
or how to help
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well, when you put it that way, it sounds like that isn't really the problem, anya
the problem is your perspective
don't ask yourself how to help gods or with powers or amazing people
you can't give them the answers they're looking for, so at the very least you can do what anya does best
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what i do best ?
i still do not know what that is ...
it is not helping ?
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you didn't make friends with gods or people who are magical
you made friends with normal, every day people
and unless anyone's radically different from how they were when you met them, how you approach the situation doesn't have to change all that much
don't think about why they're upset or angry or confused
just think about the fact that they are
and do what you'd normally do to help with that
if you can't help with their specific problems, you can at least do that much
and it's better than sitting on your hands in frustration, right?
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i think i understand
being friends will never change
aki gives good advice
i will try to remember
when there are times where i do not know what to do
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i dont know much about the other anya, but
you definitely can shine a lot brighter than she can
so im sure you'll do fine
even without a gun
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really ?
[she never thought about that....]
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i dont know the other anya but i know this anya
so im biased
you definitely can surpass yourself
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then i will try my best
i never thought of it before
but i will hope
i hope the aki in this life can surpass the other aki too
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im not sure id want to though
id be happy being perfectly average my whole life
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i think you are better than average
aki is the best ?
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it's not about what i am or am not
just how i want to live my life
and im not really all that ambitious
[ironically]
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that is a good way to live too
as long as you are happy
that is the most important of all