[ beau flushes again!! rude, don't just compliment her, what does she do with that. ]
Stop, you're biased. [ she says, helplessly. ] I didn't want to say anything because there's bigger stuff to worry about, you know? If I can get her out safe with the rest of you guys... that'd be enough.
[okay a little biased, beau has been one of anya's favorite people in the whole manor since the first day? but she will think about that for a moment.]
... and you will not tell her? Even at the end? Because I think... to know someone cares for you - and that you are important to them...
Значимое. It will always mean something. It is always a sweet thing to know.
... Yeah, maybe. Maybe at the very end, if things go right. [ ugh, this ghost stuff sucks, because beau just really wants to be fidgety with her physical affection. she can't do anything more than hand hold and it's driving her nuts!! ]
[ . . . okay, that manages to get anya to be a little soothed]
... Mm. Still think sooner is good too but... know it is hard right now.
Сроки... Timing not easy but... I hope you will get more time with each other after this. Because you deserve doki dokis as much as others do - if not more.
I do not know it closely but... I think feeling of love and being loved is special.
What do you mean, you don't know it closely? You have like four boys falling all over themselves for you. [ she says, vaguely amused. ] I'll - figure something out. Once the danger's over.
You won't. [ don't be sad!! beau gives her a reassuring grin. ] They'll figure it out. Most of it is puppy crushes anyway - I doubt they've had a girl be nice to them before.
Ah - not serious, like playing... [anya is 100% going to be a goddamn heartbreaker] Mammon said one night, "We play game!!" after drinking. Brought us bottle and started spinning it.
When Anya spun - landed on Osamu. Was only going to be kiss on cheek but - проскользнул. Slipped, and...
[accidental smooch.]
... but he laughed. Very cute laugh, very... warm. [and she'll place her free hand on her chest] Heart skipped - doki. Just a little.
[it was literally such a shoujo moment and anya is very 15, she cannot be blamed for this doki]
[ WAAAAAAH. beau is too soft for this shit, she's supposed to be Tough and Hardened and here's anya just ruining her with smooch lore. ]
Ahhh, that's fucking cute though. That's good - Mammon, that's such a him thing to do. [ she's amused. ] I didn't really talk to Dazai much, but - I'm glad you got a doki for that. You deserve it.
[ that is very genuine. ] Even if it is just playing.
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... Yeah? I mean, why would she be? [ genuinely... confused... ]
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and pOINT BLANK:]
Because Beau is one of best people in manor.
Глупо. To not want to be with you is... silly.
[she said "foolish",]
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Stop, you're biased. [ she says, helplessly. ] I didn't want to say anything because there's bigger stuff to worry about, you know? If I can get her out safe with the rest of you guys... that'd be enough.
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[okay a little biased, beau has been one of anya's favorite people in the whole manor since the first day? but she will think about that for a moment.]
... and you will not tell her? Even at the end? Because I think... to know someone cares for you - and that you are important to them...
Значимое. It will always mean something. It is always a sweet thing to know.
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... Yeah, maybe. Maybe at the very end, if things go right. [ ugh, this ghost stuff sucks, because beau just really wants to be fidgety with her physical affection. she can't do anything more than hand hold and it's driving her nuts!! ]
Maybe I can tell her then.
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... Mm. Still think sooner is good too but... know it is hard right now.
Сроки... Timing not easy but... I hope you will get more time with each other after this. Because you deserve doki dokis as much as others do - if not more.
I do not know it closely but... I think feeling of love and being loved is special.
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What do you mean, you don't know it closely? You have like four boys falling all over themselves for you. [ she says, vaguely amused. ] I'll - figure something out. Once the danger's over.
And you still have to tell me who yours is.
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what]
.... Eh....?
[she doesn't mean to cuck beau from an answer but
she's so confused at the idea that people are falling over themselves for her?]
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beau just bursts out in like, legit giggles. anya is the only person who ever gets this from her, i swear. ]
You're so oblivious. It's cute, that's so fucking cute.
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BEAU BURTS OUT INTO GIGGLES but anya just looks sO DISTRESSED. she squeezes beau's hand almost urgently as she just. frets. she's fretting intensely]
Ehhh? Кто? Who? Meltryllis said - Anya could be heartbreaker but -
I do not want that...!
[noooOOOO HOW DOES SHE TAKE CARE OF THESE HEARTS, WHOSE ARE THEY]
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Shh, it's fine. They're too dumb to ever say anything and I doubt they even realize it themselves. Don't worry about it, boys are fucking dumb.
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she's POUTING, beau. you made her pout.]
Mm? Eh.... Meltryllis said that too....
[that boys are dumb,]
But... do not want to be bad, or hurt them...
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[ she KNOWS that's jin ling's case. god. ]
[1/2]
but she looks thoughtful about that... before she hums softly.]
Да... Mm... If you say so.
[she only believes this bc it's beau, really]
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Anya had first kiss here. Несчастный случай. On accident.
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Oh shit, really? [ GASSPPPP ] With who? Was it nice?
[ it better have been or beau's gonna find whoever did it ]
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anya is
laughing at that and shaking her head]
Ah - not serious, like playing... [anya is 100% going to be a goddamn heartbreaker] Mammon said one night, "We play game!!" after drinking. Brought us bottle and started spinning it.
When Anya spun - landed on Osamu. Was only going to be kiss on cheek but - проскользнул. Slipped, and...
[accidental smooch.]
... but he laughed. Very cute laugh, very... warm. [and she'll place her free hand on her chest] Heart skipped - doki. Just a little.
[it was literally such a shoujo moment and anya is very 15, she cannot be blamed for this doki]
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Ahhh, that's fucking cute though. That's good - Mammon, that's such a him thing to do. [ she's amused. ] I didn't really talk to Dazai much, but - I'm glad you got a doki for that. You deserve it.
[ that is very genuine. ] Even if it is just playing.
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[but she's going to doxx him, because she loves him]
Beau and I both... will find love too, I think. Even if not here, one day. I think I would like to find someone to love.
[she's a romantic....]
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But - yeah. [ she gives anya a little grin. ] Yeah, I think you'll definitely find someone to love. You're very lovable in return.
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[she ships them!!!
still to hear that from beau makes her laugh]
You are too, you know? I hope that you get to be in dokidokis with someone... Милая. It would be very sweet.