[ toi, at least, makes it known when he is deeply frustrated or bothered by something by being a crabby bitch. does he talk about it? no. but you can usually tell if something is bothering him.
Do not have to, but want to. [she pauses, like she's trying to figure out how to word it]
... Трудно. Life has not been nice to you, yes? I...
[there's a tilt of her head coupled with a furrow of her brow - ]
Maybe I do not know the words, and maybe my understanding is small. But I think in place like this, until we leave, it is possible to only have bad memories. I do not want that... for anyone.
But I do not want it for you - because you are kind, good person, even if situation is not one you deserve.
[she knows quite well about herself that she's not always this pushy. in fact, she lets most things go because it doesn't occur to her to disagree or be stubborn. she let toi hit her with a chair with pretty much nonexistent consequences
[because anya will consider a lot of people her friends and she knows that, but she has a feeling he doesn't want her to list every person she's talked to in the mansion]
... You. Beau. Mammon. Goro. Hunter. Zenitsu. Stefano. [unfortunate] Jin Ling, even if he yells at me. Horikawa. Galo.
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[anya is so bad at pushing people i hate this
anyway she's just going to frown a little bit before sighing]
If Toi does not want to talk about feelings, I will not too. Ровный. It does not matter.
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[ toi, at least, makes it known when he is deeply frustrated or bothered by something by being a crabby bitch. does he talk about it? no. but you can usually tell if something is bothering him.
anya, however... ]
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I am not okay, but I cannot do anything to fix. Ушел. My friends are still not here, and we do not know why.
[it's frustrating, and saddening, and she's thinking about everything she didn't think about saying before they left, and what a mistake that was]
So I am sad, but I worry more for you - because you do not want friends, but I think you are hurting still to lose.
And I do not know how to help.
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[ although he's not sure if anya can manage not trying to help. it... is starting to seem like she needs to or else she might lose it. ]
I don't know what will make this better besides us getting out.
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... Трудно. Life has not been nice to you, yes? I...
[there's a tilt of her head coupled with a furrow of her brow - ]
Maybe I do not know the words, and maybe my understanding is small. But I think in place like this, until we leave, it is possible to only have bad memories. I do not want that... for anyone.
But I do not want it for you - because you are kind, good person, even if situation is not one you deserve.
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and he wonders how long she would have survived like that. ]
Are you always this pushy? [ he doesn't sound annoyed about it, at least. ] You'd be good at retail.
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[she knows quite well about herself that she's not always this pushy. in fact, she lets most things go because it doesn't occur to her to disagree or be stubborn. she let toi hit her with a chair with pretty much nonexistent consequences
except - ]
Only about my friends.
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and closes it, thinking. ]
Who are your friends here?
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[because anya will consider a lot of people her friends and she knows that, but she has a feeling he doesn't want her to list every person she's talked to in the mansion]
... You. Beau. Mammon. Goro. Hunter. Zenitsu. Stefano. [unfortunate] Jin Ling, even if he yells at me. Horikawa. Galo.
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[ well
jin ling is questionable. and actually toi thinks stefano was a weirdo but he's dead now. ]
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except]
You still do not want to be friends...
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I can't just say that we're friends and then we are.
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... Mm. I will try harder then. I ask very much of you...
[so the imbalance is on her end]
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stares]
... which is it...
[anya literally never knows how to read toi and she's pretty sure it's not the language barrier]
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[clears that up, hopefully]
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but he isn't sure how to explain this to her properly. ]
... whatever.
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Недоразумение? I am not hearing you right?
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[because what she wants is to be toi's friend but
well, good things come to those who wait, isn't it? (no)]