[His face does a very weird dance of emotions, but naturally ends up on frustrated. He peels out of the swing because she is being soft, and he’s ready to flee from it. But he doesn’t run just yet.]
It isn’t the same! I don’t want to remember anything! I don’t want to remember anything about this awful place!
[He’s very tired of only having memories, and sometimes, not even that.]
she seems to blink at that, surprised. and then she just puts both of her hands in her lap, retreating back again.]
... Okay.
[it's a pretty bad place. she gets that. but it's the people who are managing to keep her sane, because she knows that she's cared about, even in a place that's so upside down.]
Забудьте. Then I hope you forget, if you do not want to remember.
[she'll accept being forgotten too, because her stubbornness for defending others never extends to herself.]
[Honestly, he never expects someone to agree with him, so he just stares at her in bewilderment when she does. He... asked for it? He literally said, and she went, “Okay,” but it’s wild to hear.
He thinks he doesn’t want to remember. It’d hurt to much to remember. But it isn’t that he wants everyone else to forget.]
I hope so.
[And then he turns and runs away over the playground like a big stupid idiot.]
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It isn’t the same! I don’t want to remember anything! I don’t want to remember anything about this awful place!
[He’s very tired of only having memories, and sometimes, not even that.]
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she seems to blink at that, surprised. and then she just puts both of her hands in her lap, retreating back again.]
... Okay.
[it's a pretty bad place. she gets that. but it's the people who are managing to keep her sane, because she knows that she's cared about, even in a place that's so upside down.]
Забудьте. Then I hope you forget, if you do not want to remember.
[she'll accept being forgotten too, because her stubbornness for defending others never extends to herself.]
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He thinks he doesn’t want to remember. It’d hurt to much to remember. But it isn’t that he wants everyone else to forget.]
I hope so.
[And then he turns and runs away over the playground like a big stupid idiot.]