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ANASTASIA

Hello. Call me Anya. (･ω´-ゞ)^☆

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eye color change hair color change language change surprise powers
there are things very hard to believe
malik has not felt anything new ?

malik knows jade ?
i hope you are friends

[godcards]

That is irrelevant to this discussion.

I have known Jade for a little while.
I told you though, I don't have friends.

[constellates]

it is not irrelevant
if malik has changes that is important
but if you do not want to tell me that is ok
but what happens to you is very important

[she even dropped the friends point to make this clear]

[godcards]

[ It's funny (but actually not) since Jade mentioned something similar earlier the same day but Malik freaked the fuck out over it. #friendship? ]

You're starting to sound like her too. Stop.
It's not important.
Everyone is blowing this out of proportion.

[constellates]

[ok but like]

the change is not important
if there was one or not
but malik is important
you are important

[godcards]

Stop it.
I don't need you to patronize me. I've heard enough.

[constellates]

[she had to google what "patronize" means]

" treat with an apparent kindness that betrays a feeling of superiority "
is that what malik means ?
that is not what i mean

anya is not superior to anyone
i am sorry if i am making mistakes
i do not know if my words are correct for what i feel
and if they are wrong

but what i feel is that i want malik to be happy
or at least to feel safe
because i think you are important
and even if you do not need anyone
you are not alone

but if i am not helping
i am sorry

[godcards]

I SAID TO STOP
I know you know what that means.

You, jade, and countless people before you have said the same things
it doesn't matter
i don't want to hear your faux inspirational bullshit that doesn't change a nything

you are not helping
leave me alone

[constellates]

it is not faux
anya is not faux

i do not lie to you
i will never lie to you

[godcards]

[ now anya gets like 5 separate texts in a row that are all "STOP" but typoed or spaced weirdly but i'm not comment chaining that ]

LEAVE
ME
ALONE

[constellates]

[she made a mistake

she gets that.

she's not used to having people blow up at her - she takes a strong stance on very few things but.... friendship is one of them. she doesn't understand malik's response.

being alone in scary.

why would he want that?

she doesn't believe he actually wants that.

but she's not going to press - she's already pressed too much too hard too quickly - but leaving him alone is not in her nature either]

i am sorry for upsetting you

when things are loud and overwhelming
i listen to music

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Zy2m9RSZHg
good night

[she's really not sure what the right thing to do is anymore]