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[constellates]

ANASTASIA

Hello. Call me Anya. (･ω´-ゞ)^☆

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[undergrowl]

Nothing is happening and it's going to stay that way.

[ Boy just wait until the promposal. ]

[constellates]

i do not understand why ?
an odd thing to be stubborn over

[undergrowl]

[ A very, very long delay for this short of a text. But it takes a lot for him to concede just this much, even if it's to Anya. ]

It's complicated.
For me.

[constellates]

[ . . . hm. that's tough. anya's response takes a little longer just because she's searching for the words she wants to use]

ok
you do not have to explain to anya if you do not want
but i think that koushuu should always chase after the things that make him happy
because koushuu is good at making other people happy
like you always make me happy
and you deserve the best always

[undergrowl]

[ While he doesn't visibly appear to care that much for his friends, at least to outsiders and those that don't quite get how he works, Koushuu does. He cares a lot. So hearing from Anya herself that he makes her happy eases the way he's wound up defensive and on edge. ]

Thank you.
And you make me happy too.
So don't worry, ok. I'm chasing what makes me happy still.
Just make sure you do the same.

[constellates]

!! i am
i promise
now that koushuu is on retrospec i can say more truth now
it was because of a hallucinomemory that anya is trying harder at everything now
because i want to do what makes my heart go doki doki
i hope koushuu is doing the same

[undergrowl]

Pretty sure that's a life philosophy.
If it makes your "heart go doki doki," then it's probably worth doing.
I came to school here because that's what I wanted to try and do.
So we'll just both have to try really hard.

[constellates]

yes !! we will do our best
is it baseball for koushuu ?
then anya will try even harder to go to every game

[undergrowl]

[ . . . ]

It is, sort of.
I decided on Recollé to see if I could have fun playing baseball again.

[constellates]

??
why did you stop having fun ?

[undergrowl]

[ What is it about Anya, shit. ]

[undergrowl]

[ The short version, because he can't lie to her. ]

My coach in middle school.
Before we moved outside of Recollé, I mean.
Turned out he didn't care about us, just results.

[constellates]

!!
that is not good
he does not seem like a nice person
it would be hard to have fun if you were not happy

koushuu is happier here
right ?

[undergrowl]

No, he was not a nice person.
He transferred to our rival team after I found out.
We got the chance to show him we were fine without him, at least, but it still happened.

[ . . . ]

I am.
Happier here.

[constellates]

i am sorry that it happened
koushuu is so good at baseball
i cannot imagine you not playing

good !
if that ever changes you will let anya know ?
because i want to help make a place where koushuu is happiest

[undergrowl]

I can't either.
But I found a reason to keep playing, so it's fine now.

Yeah.
I will.
Just let me know if there's anything I can do for you, too.

[ Not something he often directly says to people, but Anya is a powerful person. ]

[constellates]

!! what is your reason ?

[get gay already]

thank you for saying so
i will let you know i promise
but right now anya is very happy
there is nothing i can ask for to make me even more happy

[undergrowl]

I started having fun again.

[ NOPE YOU CAN'T CATCH HIM ]

Then I'm glad.
I have a hard time thinking of you as anything but happy.
So I don't want that to change.

[constellates]

why ?

i do not think it will change
anya is happy because everyone cares so much
as long as everyone is with me
my heart will always feel warm

[undergrowl]

[ Talking to Anya is a double-edged sword, he swears. ]

The Recolle team made up for how shitty my old coach was.

This isn't something I'd normally say, but.
You draw people in.
So I don't think you're going to have to worry about that.
I can at least say I don't plan on going anywhere.

[constellates]

[ . . . . hm.

Anya knows that Eijun moved to the Recolle team - he moved in next door to her uncle, after all. And they're close? And Koushuu has a big messy nerdy crush on Eijun?]

!! oh
i see now
your secret that you do not want to say is safe with anya

that is very nice of you to say
the words feel warm like a hug
please do not go anywhere
i like it when you are with me too

[undergrowl]

[ Koushuu proceeds to put his phone on his face and sigh heavily before he replies. ]

Well.
Thank you for not making me say it.
[ Feelings? Are hard?? ]

You're the only one I'd say them to
So it's your own personal hug.
[ But he can be soft at her directly. ]

[constellates]

if it is what i think it is
then you are welcome
i still think it is cute and sweet

!!! a personal hug !
now i have to think of a personal hug for koushuu
i do not know what yet
maybe i need to know more baseball

[undergrowl]

It's probably what you think it is.
You're pretty observant.

If there's anything you ever want to learn about it, I'll teach you.
I don't mind.
But it doesn't have to be baseball.

[constellates]

thank you !
it is okay i will still not tell

tell me what more koushuu likes
and i will learn