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Steal...?

[ . . . too many people are being criminals now for anya to not just

completely believe it's possible]

Is that what Mizuki-senpai wanted to talk about...?

[WAS THIS ALL JUST A RUSE TO TALK TO HER ABOUT CRIME OVER ICE CREAM]

[ ice cream is cursed for him at this point tbh ]

What? No, I was just saying. What I really mean was getting more information about the app, basically.

[ his hands curl around his cup of tea, looking down at his reflection. ]

...I need to figure out what my memories mean.

"Mean"...?

[There's a curious little tilt of her head even as she pauses in her eating parfait.]

Почему...? What did you see?

[ and this is where sena hesitates because what's he supposed to tell her? that she reminded me of his own modeling junior back home? that would be creepy as hell with all the weird implications he's gathered so far.

he can't... she must not know. a lot of people may downright hate him for being so hard to approach but he doesn't always have people who look up to him despite all that. ]

...Just some annoying memories that doesn't make sense with my current predicament. It's still in the works, so all I need now is more information.

[ she must not know. ]

If I'm not mistaken, I remember you telling me the first time I got the app that you've been going to those secret Retrospec meetings. What did you guys talk about there?

Mm.... it is people trying to decide what they think is the truth. That is when Davenka started to call the visions "hallucinomemories", but that was a few months ago... People think it is different things. Um... "Reincarnation"? Or "alternate worlds".

[The words are borrowed, mimicked from memory, and so she's a little slower.]

People now have more.... items? And супердержавы? Ah... powers?

It is hard to all keep track of, but I think people are... changing?

[ "Reincarnation". "Alternate worlds". It's what the people who are using the app are saying and it does make sense, but... Sena is still finding it hard to believe. ]

If we are just reincarnations or living in another world or whatever, why are we getting these things back now?

[ People are definitely changing around him... It's only a matter of time before he's next. And he doesn't want that at all. He just wants to live a quiet life... ]

What if -- what if we don't want to remember all those things? Didn't those people think of that?

[ . . . Anya blinks in confusion, tilting her head.]

Is... senpai hallucinoremembering things that he does not want to?

[Others might have different opinions on this - that your feelings will always align with who you're seeing, but in Anya's optimism - ]

I think... you do not have to be... who you used to? Ah... выбор? There is still... choice?

[ true, there is still a choice whether he should revert back to whoever he was or not... but in this case he'll have to choose the latter. he's already happy with who he currently is, so??? ]

That's a good point, Anya.

[ let him just reach over the table to give her hair a nice ruffle. what a good simple girl... too simple. ]

I'm still ironing out the details myself, but I'll get there when I get there. Till then, you're just gonna have to stick with this version of your senpai, unfortunately.

[hair ruffle!! To be honest, she kind of just preens under the attention? Goodness, it's so easy to win her over.]

"Unfortunate"....?

Нет! This is a good version of senpai.... all versions are good! But I want what makes you the most happy?

[ "all versions are good" is she sure about that? his friends already calls him a stalker from his memories alone so... ]

It's gonna take a lot more than that just to make me happy, though. But I'll find my own happiness someday, don't worry.

[ he's already satisfied with his current life, yes. just not too happy about it. but does it really matter in the long run? if he keeps chasing the things that makes him happy, it's not gonna help his career and future. he needs to be secure in those departments first before he can seek happiness.

like seriously now. happiness? in this economy? she really is too naive for her own good, and he's wondering if he's not teaching her the right things. he doesn't want to spoonfeed her since he already knows that she's more than capable - she has the potential after all - but is it truly enough? ]

Now come on, eat up. I'll give you a ride home on my bike after this.

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