( he's written approximately 40 messages to her and deleted every single one. he has no idea what to say to her, especially not after all that, but he's scared and he just needs to know she's ok. )
are you okay, anya? please let me know i'm sorry i know you probably don't want to hear from me but a lot of crazy stuff is happening just let me know you're okay i'm sorry
messages aren't going through not for a lot of people there's so many people missing and i'm scared everyone is worried and looking for you guys so where ever you are i hope you're safe
please respond whenever you get here even if you never want to talk to me again just let me know you're okay please
sorry please be okay i don't want the last time we spoke to be ....that i'm sorry i told you what i did i'm so sorry it was stupid and a mistake and you didn't deserve to have to deal with that
come home safe so i can apologise properly and we can be friends if you want
[anya's own texts take time to send back - if only because even after everyone has returned, her phone is still broken. it takes her time to go and get a new one with her mother and she almost cries when she reads over the messages
me either i'm sorry i shouldn't have done that to you i know i already said that i've thought a lot about it since then like a lot and i still feel bad about it
i don't want us to stop being friends kind of wish there was like an undo button or something
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8/13 | text | 1/??
are you okay, anya? please let me know
i'm sorry i know you probably don't want to hear from me
but a lot of crazy stuff is happening
just let me know you're okay
i'm sorry
8/16 | text
not for a lot of people
there's so many people missing
and i'm scared
everyone is worried and looking for you guys
so where ever you are i hope you're safe
please respond whenever you get here
even if you never want to talk to me again
just let me know you're okay
please
8/20 | text | 3/3
please be okay
i don't want the last time we spoke to be
....that
i'm sorry i told you what i did
i'm so sorry
it was stupid and a mistake
and you didn't deserve to have to deal with that
come home safe
so i can apologise properly
and we can be friends
if you want
text | post-monster battles
(does cry when she reads ryoji's)]
you do not need to say sorry
is yukine safe ?
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are you?
you're the one who
vanished
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i did not mean to
i am safe i promise
i am sorry you worried
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it's fine IT'S OK
i was going to worry
i couldn't help it
i'm just glad you're back
and you're okay
i saw the messages you left
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oh
[and she.... she wishes that she knew what to say but - ]
i do not know what to say now
i do not want to say things that will make yukine unhappy again
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eventually
and all at once
me either
i'm sorry
i shouldn't have done that to you
i know i already said that
i've thought a lot about it since then
like a lot
and
i still feel bad about it
i don't want us to stop being friends
kind of wish there was like an undo button or something
is it ok to keep talking?
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but i do not know why you are sorry
or why you think that you should not have said it to me ?
if we are friends
then
all the truth should be known
yes ?
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don't you think that sometimes
you shouldn't tell your friends how you feel?
for their sake?
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was yukine unhappy to tell me
because you thought that it would make
me unhappy ?
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didn't it make you unhappy, anya?
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because i made yukine unhappy
but it was the only way i could say the truth
and i do not want to lie to you ever
but
i think the truth should always be said
because hiding things from friends
it is painful
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it was important you told me how you felt
i know it was hard but thank you
even if the truth is painful?
( just gonna casually contradict himself no biggie )
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because the pain of not knowing
wondering
why did they not tell me
did i do something wrong
are they mad
it is
more
it is worse
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yea
i get that
i'm sorry
i don't know if i need to say so
but i want you to know
i was never mad at you
or anything like that
and you didn't do anything wrong
anya is
no
anya will always be
my important friend
i just
i dunno
been trying to work out
how i feel? if that makes sense
but i know
i still want to be around you
if that's okay
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very okay !!!!
[SHE'S TOO EXCITED TO SEND ANYTHING ELSE
DON'T LEAVE HER PLEASE]
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okay!
so it's fine?
things are okay
so don't worry?
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and i will not worry
if yukine does not worry
is that ok ?
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so let's
move forward?
хорошо?
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very xорошо