[ anya wants to know dazai's gay drama ]

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[ - eh? she pauses at that, and then tilts her head in confusion.]

... Почему? Why? You do not want to be with them?

[that sounds... odd to her. to choose to be away from the people you care for... though at the suggestion that he doesn't have a heart, he might be able to feel the way that her hands tense just a little bit around his]

... You have heart. And if it will be fine later - it means it is not fine now?

[shortfornow]

It wouldn't be wise if I went with them.

[ It's complicated, but the biggest thing is that Ayabe only wants to take him home because he likes taking care of others. ]

It's not logical right now. I know that that you don't pick the victim, but I am still mad at whomever did it.

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Does it have to be wise? Желание? You cannot go only because you want to?

[what's wrong with that? if the home is there, and if dazai wants to go....

but she's just going to frown]

... does not have to be logical. If you feel, you should be able to feel. Head and heart can make sense later.

[shortfornow]

Even if I wanted to go, it's no longer necessary. What they wanted from me they can now get from each other.

[ Not dokis since that's still something far off for him. ]

[constellates]

... Неправда. But that is not true - because even if they like each other, they are still not you.

Who you are cannot be replaced, it is not about what you can or cannot give.

[it doesn't matter if he can't doki? they can still want him in their lives - anya understands that much]