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Given your current state, yes, that makes about as much sense as anything else.
You didn't hit your head or anything like that either?

no
anya has been all safe
doctors have not found anything odd

it is just
like this now

Then that is all I have to ask.

oh
did it help ?

Yes and no.
The questions served their purpose.

what was the purpose ?

To understand more about inexplicably learning a new language.

what did malik learn ?

That you don't know anything I couldn't have guessed on my own. You learned a language without cause overnight. It's all there if you scroll up and look, Anya.

i know
but malik is asking because someone else learned a new language i thought
am i wrong ?

You are wrong.
We were talking about you.
Nothing extensive, but Jade used you as an example.

oh ok
yes
i do not know anyone else who got new languages so far
or lost old ones

Right. So it stands to reason that it's highly unlikely that someone else - like me, for example - would wake up knowing a new language.

you are right
there are a lot of changes people share
like eyes
but others are rare

Ironically, I find it easier to believe language changes than the changing eye colors... But that is a moot point.

I just wanted to ask about yours, since you were the only case I knew of. Given that this is a rare case, I will be able to prove my point to Jade.

eye color change hair color change language change surprise powers
there are things very hard to believe
malik has not felt anything new ?

malik knows jade ?
i hope you are friends

That is irrelevant to this discussion.

I have known Jade for a little while.
I told you though, I don't have friends.

it is not irrelevant
if malik has changes that is important
but if you do not want to tell me that is ok
but what happens to you is very important

[she even dropped the friends point to make this clear]

[ It's funny (but actually not) since Jade mentioned something similar earlier the same day but Malik freaked the fuck out over it. #friendship? ]

You're starting to sound like her too. Stop.
It's not important.
Everyone is blowing this out of proportion.

[ok but like]

the change is not important
if there was one or not
but malik is important
you are important

Stop it.
I don't need you to patronize me. I've heard enough.

[she had to google what "patronize" means]

" treat with an apparent kindness that betrays a feeling of superiority "
is that what malik means ?
that is not what i mean

anya is not superior to anyone
i am sorry if i am making mistakes
i do not know if my words are correct for what i feel
and if they are wrong

but what i feel is that i want malik to be happy
or at least to feel safe
because i think you are important
and even if you do not need anyone
you are not alone

but if i am not helping
i am sorry

I SAID TO STOP
I know you know what that means.

You, jade, and countless people before you have said the same things
it doesn't matter
i don't want to hear your faux inspirational bullshit that doesn't change a nything

you are not helping
leave me alone

it is not faux
anya is not faux

i do not lie to you
i will never lie to you

[ now anya gets like 5 separate texts in a row that are all "STOP" but typoed or spaced weirdly but i'm not comment chaining that ]

LEAVE
ME
ALONE

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