[ - though she sounds neither offended nor surprised that he was leaning away from her so much. Rather, she's just going to talk to thin air, pulling her hand back to let it join her other hand behind her back. It doesn't seem as though she's angry anymore, settled down after the chaos of everything, she's just making good on her word.]
The only thing that keeps Anya from puffing up all over again is that at this point she's rather sure that Asch is going out of his way to pick a fight with her. Still, she frowns when she hears Zenitsu called an idiot and a coward - but at least she doesn't rise to the bait.]
No.
Неправда. I do not think you are right - but even if you were, it is not your truth to say. Should not speak for others, or make my friends worried or bothered.
You are still my friend, but cannot say it is okay. Помогите? Were you trying to help?
[She looks a little unhappy? Also, she's like. Pretty Dense.]
Are you confused because Zenitsu holds onto me very much? Друзья. We are friends only. He would be full of praise and happy for attention from any girl.
it's good that Anya can't see his face right now, because he's gaping at her like she's lost her mind.]
Zenitsu's been trying to draw your romantic attention from day one! Dazai has been flirting the entire time we were in the other house—and who knows what your relationship is, now! Even Jin Ling has been trying to woo you, unless you completely missed him getting idiotically jealous when I mentioned I made you a meal!
You have men fawning all over you! If you really couldn't tell until now, then Meltryllis was more right about you than anyone!
There's so much yelling at her and she's just going to look EXHAUSTED right back.]
Zenitsu only ask to marry because he thinks he will die soon - but he will not, because he is stronger than he thinks. Ближайший. He is my closest friend. I know Osamu flirts with me, but he has feelings for Reito and Chuuya that are even stronger. I will not involve myself when I know they are trying to reach him. When we talk, it is only playing - I know he does not mean it.
[and what about jin ling, well obviously there's nothing there right—]
Ling and I did yesterday talk when I heard he liked me. But even if we like each other - время. Very little time. But that is not your business if you try to lecture me.
[did you know asch is the fucking first person to get this lore]
You're guessing too little about the feelings of people around you! Open your eyes, or whatever you need to do to figure it out—he was upset because he was afraid you'd reject him, not because I said it!
"He has never said that to me, and he will not"?! Who's putting words in his mouth, now?
... Please say sorry to him - even if only for making his choice for him in the middle of very public trial. Will not make you, but would like it if you did.
I didn't make any choice for him. I didn't force either of you to do anything. I said the truth. What the two of you do or don't do with it is up to you. But I won't make you talk to each other.
[that was apparently why he went quiet!!!]
After tomorrow, it won't even matter.
None of this will.
[it's the same tone—angery, heated—as the rest of his words
but something seems to drop off the edge—like the coastal shelf of an island, dropping into a deep trench, dark, echoing, and empty.]
[the air is scowling again at least, so there's that.]
Do you know why I died? I'll tell you—I was stabbed to death.
[yike]
But even before that, I was dying. Every particle of my body was ripping itself apart. I could see through my own hand. Every single day I could feel the time I had left running out.
I looked up your earth science—and it doesn't work anything like ours. There's no fonons, no fomicry, no fontech. If I go to another world, I won't survive. My body would just go back to being ripped apart.
[yike!!!]
So, whose world do you recommend I travel to, to live out my few remaining days?
She can't imagine that kind of situation - the amount of fear you'd experience, how you'd have to face your own death every single day. Even for her, here, she's been holding onto hope regardless. It's what she does.
And it's what she does now.]
One like this - because you are here, and you are not dying. Жизнь. You are living here, and Blue and the others know how they did it. To swing between life and death - it is not something that has not been done already.
After that, you can go to the world you want to. Reito has many people going with him, could go with Luna, with Isaac.
Мне. You could come with me.
[Because no matter how mad at him she is, she's not about to leave Asch to die.]
with the amount of magic the house used—Blue used—to summon them here... to summon him, out of death, into life, into a ghostly realm, and then back alive again...
it would be a snap.
what was his chemical makeup and life force in the face of that much power?
he was just...
angry. tired. embarrassed. exhausted. upset.
scared?
there's an inhale—and a long sigh.
and in the empty space, Asch suddenly appears—looking at the mask as he turns it in his hands.]
[ - honestly, seeing him at all manages to get Anya to deflate a little. There's no doubting the slight exhaustion in her eyes, it's probably not going to go away until Zenitsu gets an apology - but Anya, at the end of the day is a pushover and a sap.]
Почему? Why not?
[She'll let him explain then, before she makes any guesses.]
he runs a hand through his hair, and frowns, staring at something that doesn't exist to his left.]
...There's... There's no point. We don't know if it works, and there's nothing there for me, anyway. I can't be a citizen of a world I've never existed in until then.
Попытка? So you will not try before you decide it cannot happen?
[she tilts her head, a bit confused]
... Can be scary - to start new life somewhere else. Even if not very same... I moved to many places to get even more far and far away from my family. But... Начните. The start can be something even more exciting than it is scary.
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To talk to you.
[ - though she sounds neither offended nor surprised that he was leaning away from her so much. Rather, she's just going to talk to thin air, pulling her hand back to let it join her other hand behind her back. It doesn't seem as though she's angry anymore, settled down after the chaos of everything, she's just making good on her word.]
Said I would.
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[Baymax is here too!!!
the space that is Asch seems to realise this, and says:]
Baymax, don't say anything weird. [...] No—don't say or do anything until I tell you to.
[which. suggests. Baymax already may have said or done something weird?? oh well.]
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But she will turn back to where Asch is - and she will just bend at the waist then, bowing her head to him.]
Извините. I am sorry that I hit you. Even if angry, not right to hit a friend. Should have used words only, instead of slap.
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[he definitely did, and definitely does. his voice, as cold and removed as it is, is clearly threaded with an underlining of hurt.]
If that's all you came to say, fine. Apology accepted. Leave.
[Baymax is looking between the empty space and Anya, and even though he doesn't. really. have a face. somehow looks concerned about this.]
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I will not. Разрешить. Even if friends fight, it is important to talk it out. I know you are mad at me - you can say why.
It will not get better until you say.
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You slapped me for stating a simple truth that that idiot is too cowardly to spit out himself.
[his voice is... angery. it's dripping with anger, like a wounded animal in a corner.]
Are you satisfied? Or do you want to slap me again for repeating it?
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The only thing that keeps Anya from puffing up all over again is that at this point she's rather sure that Asch is going out of his way to pick a fight with her. Still, she frowns when she hears Zenitsu called an idiot and a coward - but at least she doesn't rise to the bait.]
No.
Неправда. I do not think you are right - but even if you were, it is not your truth to say. Should not speak for others, or make my friends worried or bothered.
You are still my friend, but cannot say it is okay. Помогите? Were you trying to help?
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You can not be that dense.
[he's still. angery. but also... confused. is. is anya's flirtdar that shitty???]
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[She looks a little unhappy? Also, she's like. Pretty Dense.]
Are you confused because Zenitsu holds onto me very much? Друзья. We are friends only. He would be full of praise and happy for attention from any girl.
Not just me.
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THAT DENSE!!!
it's good that Anya can't see his face right now, because he's gaping at her like she's lost her mind.]
Zenitsu's been trying to draw your romantic attention from day one! Dazai has been flirting the entire time we were in the other house—and who knows what your relationship is, now! Even Jin Ling has been trying to woo you, unless you completely missed him getting idiotically jealous when I mentioned I made you a meal!
You have men fawning all over you! If you really couldn't tell until now, then Meltryllis was more right about you than anyone!
[a heartbreaker, through and through.]
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My god.
There's so much yelling at her and she's just going to look EXHAUSTED right back.]
Zenitsu only ask to marry because he thinks he will die soon - but he will not, because he is stronger than he thinks. Ближайший. He is my closest friend. I know Osamu flirts with me, but he has feelings for Reito and Chuuya that are even stronger. I will not involve myself when I know they are trying to reach him. When we talk, it is only playing - I know he does not mean it.
[and what about jin ling, well obviously there's nothing there right—]
Ling and I did yesterday talk when I heard he liked me. But even if we like each other - время. Very little time. But that is not your business if you try to lecture me.
[did you know asch is the fucking first person to get this lore]
Why are you so unhappy?
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i'm so happy.]
Why wouldn't I be? You slapped me over something you already knew!
[obstinate!]
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[i mean probably not
but i fear pcs tonight]
Only slapped you because you upset someone important to me in very big way.
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[angery empty space!!!!!]
You're guessing too little about the feelings of people around you! Open your eyes, or whatever you need to do to figure it out—he was upset because he was afraid you'd reject him, not because I said it!
"He has never said that to me, and he will not"?! Who's putting words in his mouth, now?
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but instead she just sighs]
Xорошо знакомый? You know Zenitsu very well? You talk to him very much? You know how he talks about girls, and how he feels about me?
If you are so mad, I will talk to him. But does not change you should not be able to make people's choices for them. Is that not what you hate most?
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but she can probably feel the air scowling.]
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she can.]
... Please say sorry to him - even if only for making his choice for him in the middle of very public trial. Will not make you, but would like it if you did.
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I didn't make any choice for him. I didn't force either of you to do anything. I said the truth. What the two of you do or don't do with it is up to you. But I won't make you talk to each other.
[that was apparently why he went quiet!!!]
After tomorrow, it won't even matter.
None of this will.
[it's the same tone—angery, heated—as the rest of his words
but something seems to drop off the edge—like the coastal shelf of an island, dropping into a deep trench, dark, echoing, and empty.]
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Do Anya's words go through one ear and out other?
[Like. Just wondering!]
You do not have to die. Bселенная. You can go to other world with other people - it is what Reito is trying to do with Chuuya and Osamu.
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Do you know why I died? I'll tell you—I was stabbed to death.
[yike]
But even before that, I was dying. Every particle of my body was ripping itself apart. I could see through my own hand. Every single day I could feel the time I had left running out.
I looked up your earth science—and it doesn't work anything like ours. There's no fonons, no fomicry, no fontech. If I go to another world, I won't survive. My body would just go back to being ripped apart.
[yike!!!]
So, whose world do you recommend I travel to, to live out my few remaining days?
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She can't imagine that kind of situation - the amount of fear you'd experience, how you'd have to face your own death every single day. Even for her, here, she's been holding onto hope regardless. It's what she does.
And it's what she does now.]
One like this - because you are here, and you are not dying. Жизнь. You are living here, and Blue and the others know how they did it. To swing between life and death - it is not something that has not been done already.
After that, you can go to the world you want to. Reito has many people going with him, could go with Luna, with Isaac.
Мне. You could come with me.
[Because no matter how mad at him she is, she's not about to leave Asch to die.]
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she's not wrong.
with the amount of magic the house used—Blue used—to summon them here... to summon him, out of death, into life, into a ghostly realm, and then back alive again...
it would be a snap.
what was his chemical makeup and life force in the face of that much power?
he was just...
angry. tired. embarrassed. exhausted. upset.
scared?
there's an inhale—and a long sigh.
and in the empty space, Asch suddenly appears—looking at the mask as he turns it in his hands.]
No.
I can't.
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Почему? Why not?
[She'll let him explain then, before she makes any guesses.]
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[Ggghnnnnhghhghh
...
he runs a hand through his hair, and frowns, staring at something that doesn't exist to his left.]
...There's... There's no point. We don't know if it works, and there's nothing there for me, anyway. I can't be a citizen of a world I've never existed in until then.
[hypocrisy
thy name is asch]
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Попытка? So you will not try before you decide it cannot happen?
[she tilts her head, a bit confused]
... Can be scary - to start new life somewhere else. Even if not very same... I moved to many places to get even more far and far away from my family. But... Начните. The start can be something even more exciting than it is scary.
Because it means you will get to be alive.
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