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[the harshness at least rings faithfully - and anya is left a little befuddled. mochi made it clear that he was upset about not being trusted with knowing how she was doing, but to be called selfish....
considering how badly she wants to be a good girl, that rattles her]
not my decision ?
selfish ?
why ?
what did anya do wrong
i do not want my friends to be sad for me
[and she doesn't even mean it defensively - just worriedly. this isn't the right way to handle bad things happening to her....?]
considering how badly she wants to be a good girl, that rattles her]
not my decision ?
selfish ?
why ?
what did anya do wrong
i do not want my friends to be sad for me
[and she doesn't even mean it defensively - just worriedly. this isn't the right way to handle bad things happening to her....?]
koushuu is very good at being nice
he is very sweet
like eijun
very sweet !
but maybe eijun does not always listen closely ?
he is very sweet
like eijun
very sweet !
but maybe eijun does not always listen closely ?
yes
they are very happy !
[she didn't
know they were keeping it a secret from nobu though]
they are very happy !
[she didn't
know they were keeping it a secret from nobu though]
well, i didn’t
at least not for a while
she didn’t tell me about it until you guys had prom
because she thought I’d react badly
And...I won’t lie, I did react badly
but it wasn’t because they were dating
the fact she kept a secret from me hurt a lot
i understand what you went through isn’t comparable
but the point is...when you keep secrets from friends, it hurts when they inevitability find out
it’ll make them feel like you don’t trust them
so it’s fine if you don’t want to talk about things at length
but if anyone asks, just tell them the truth
no secrets, okay?
you went through a lot, you got hurt, but you’ll be fine
none of this “I won’t make people worry” stuff
at least not for a while
she didn’t tell me about it until you guys had prom
because she thought I’d react badly
And...I won’t lie, I did react badly
but it wasn’t because they were dating
the fact she kept a secret from me hurt a lot
i understand what you went through isn’t comparable
but the point is...when you keep secrets from friends, it hurts when they inevitability find out
it’ll make them feel like you don’t trust them
so it’s fine if you don’t want to talk about things at length
but if anyone asks, just tell them the truth
no secrets, okay?
you went through a lot, you got hurt, but you’ll be fine
none of this “I won’t make people worry” stuff
if someone asks me i always tell them
because i do not like lying
but people do not always ask
so i thought it is ok to not always say
because then they will not find out
and they will not need to know about a sad thing
but i think i understand
it is hurtful not to know
but aki
sometimes people have sad things happen but they do not tell me
i think that is okay too
if they do not want me to know
they might have their reasons
it is not the same ?
[it's a little hard for her to reconcile. she'll tell people things that they want to know now... if they tell her that they want to know. aki, mochi, she will try to tell them from now on.
but she's never been the type to push or demand. should she always be offering up information instead?]
because i do not like lying
but people do not always ask
so i thought it is ok to not always say
because then they will not find out
and they will not need to know about a sad thing
but i think i understand
it is hurtful not to know
but aki
sometimes people have sad things happen but they do not tell me
i think that is okay too
if they do not want me to know
they might have their reasons
it is not the same ?
[it's a little hard for her to reconcile. she'll tell people things that they want to know now... if they tell her that they want to know. aki, mochi, she will try to tell them from now on.
but she's never been the type to push or demand. should she always be offering up information instead?]
it depends on the person
you’re not the type to push, so people don’t feel the need to tell you i guess
and if you know someone is like you, it’s fine if you don’t say anything
but it’s better to err on the side of caution, anya
you ever know with some people
personally...
id prefer to be in the know
okay?
i can’t speak for anyone else
you’re not the type to push, so people don’t feel the need to tell you i guess
and if you know someone is like you, it’s fine if you don’t say anything
but it’s better to err on the side of caution, anya
you ever know with some people
personally...
id prefer to be in the know
okay?
i can’t speak for anyone else
okay
i will tell aki
[ . . . and that message comes first, because it's what she can agree to easily. if someone tells her something that they want, anya can't say no.
but there are still some things that she keeps close to the chest. that might not be right though. it'll take time, but she'll try.]
i do not know if i can tell everyone
everything bad that happens to me
because sometimes people will do things that i do not like
or do not ask for
to try to protect me
but i know it hurts to be in the dark
so i will do better
i will do my best
i will tell aki
[ . . . and that message comes first, because it's what she can agree to easily. if someone tells her something that they want, anya can't say no.
but there are still some things that she keeps close to the chest. that might not be right though. it'll take time, but she'll try.]
i do not know if i can tell everyone
everything bad that happens to me
because sometimes people will do things that i do not like
or do not ask for
to try to protect me
but i know it hurts to be in the dark
so i will do better
i will do my best
it is hard
i do not like it when i have to hide things
it would be easier if bad things do not happen
but life is not that way right now i think
i do not like it when i have to hide things
it would be easier if bad things do not happen
but life is not that way right now i think
sometimes you do not always need words
to show that you care about someone
to show that you care about someone
love is confusing|
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i do not know if i have the answers for you eijun
i think only koushuu does
[better.]
[ . . . . . .
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i do not know if i have the answers for you eijun
i think only koushuu does
[better.]
maybe ask him if you are friends
i think that will be hard for him to deny
i think that will be hard for him to deny
[ Automatically, he hugs her back as well as he can -- with one arm, mostly. At the same time, he takes in the rest of the room with its wooden fabric chairs and health-minded posters and recognizes it as a hospital room. He almost can't believe he survived his injuries...
He won't disturb Anya from the hug, which it feels like she sorely needs, but his mind is elsewhere as he tries to wade through what happened while he was unconscious. ]
How long was I asleep? And your uncle...?
[ Was Chuuya somehow able to survive just as Yato has? ]
He won't disturb Anya from the hug, which it feels like she sorely needs, but his mind is elsewhere as he tries to wade through what happened while he was unconscious. ]
How long was I asleep? And your uncle...?
[ Was Chuuya somehow able to survive just as Yato has? ]
[ I'm gonna say this is after Baren so Yato is well acquainted with the totalitarianism of the mistletoe bat horde...
Killing the bats is apparently Not a Good Strategy, so when another one starts flapping gently after Yato, he sprints away at top speed. FUCK THIS MONTH HE WON'T BE A PRISONER FREE THE COMMON MAN
Alas, the bat is a persistent little vermin, so it follows him and follows him until he's too tired to run anymore. When Anya comes upon Yato, he'll be lying prone on the sidewalk, sweaty, facedown, and with a mistletoe bat settled peacefully on the back of his head and squeaking Mariah Carey. ]
Killing the bats is apparently Not a Good Strategy, so when another one starts flapping gently after Yato, he sprints away at top speed. FUCK THIS MONTH HE WON'T BE A PRISONER FREE THE COMMON MAN
Alas, the bat is a persistent little vermin, so it follows him and follows him until he's too tired to run anymore. When Anya comes upon Yato, he'll be lying prone on the sidewalk, sweaty, facedown, and with a mistletoe bat settled peacefully on the back of his head and squeaking Mariah Carey. ]
[It's been a long time since he's had to put this skill to use, since Kashuu had refused to let him make anything out of the stupid roses his Mysterious Admirer left in his room. Still, Yasusada is nothing if not dedicated, and he'd practiced enough with Mikoto that he'd be hard-pressed to forget all those efforts now.
That's why, when he shows up, he's armed with supplies--with floral wire already shaped into circles of various sizes, it's left him plenty of room for all sorts of different winter flowers. No mistletoe bats, thankfully.]
Do you think these will be enough? I can go get some more if you want!
That's why, when he shows up, he's armed with supplies--with floral wire already shaped into circles of various sizes, it's left him plenty of room for all sorts of different winter flowers. No mistletoe bats, thankfully.]
Do you think these will be enough? I can go get some more if you want!
[ There's not many people he can say this kind of thing to, but, Anya's always been an exception to just about everything. ]
Apparently I have you to thank for Sawamura being a little less dense.
So, thanks, Anya.
Your optimism turned out right.
Apparently I have you to thank for Sawamura being a little less dense.
So, thanks, Anya.
Your optimism turned out right.
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