[which she knows isn't enough - really. she can only imagine what they're all feeling at the moment. if zenitsu, toi, or beau were to be announced dead....
. . . . ]
You care very much for both of them. [it's quiet, but certain] ... I am sorry, for how it must feel now.
To give someone a home.... Щедрый. It is a very kind thing.
[she can get some grasp of how important that can be - she doesn't know dazai or chuuya's backstories well, but from what she knows of ayabe.... he would only want to give someone better than what they currently have.]
[ - eh? she pauses at that, and then tilts her head in confusion.]
... Почему? Why? You do not want to be with them?
[that sounds... odd to her. to choose to be away from the people you care for... though at the suggestion that he doesn't have a heart, he might be able to feel the way that her hands tense just a little bit around his]
... You have heart. And if it will be fine later - it means it is not fine now?
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[which she knows isn't enough - really. she can only imagine what they're all feeling at the moment. if zenitsu, toi, or beau were to be announced dead....
. . . . ]
You care very much for both of them. [it's quiet, but certain] ... I am sorry, for how it must feel now.
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He cares for them very much, and he hates it. ]
Chuuya is an idiot, but he was the only one I trust. While Reito is the nosy idiot who wants to take us home.
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To give someone a home.... Щедрый. It is a very kind thing.
[she can get some grasp of how important that can be - she doesn't know dazai or chuuya's backstories well, but from what she knows of ayabe.... he would only want to give someone better than what they currently have.]
... Is your heart okay?
[or does it feel like it's breaking]
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[ Living in a place that's normal and peaceful would be boring. Especially when the idiot couple wouldn't even have time for him. ]
I don't have much of one in the first place, but it will be fine.
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... Почему? Why? You do not want to be with them?
[that sounds... odd to her. to choose to be away from the people you care for... though at the suggestion that he doesn't have a heart, he might be able to feel the way that her hands tense just a little bit around his]
... You have heart. And if it will be fine later - it means it is not fine now?
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[ It's complicated, but the biggest thing is that Ayabe only wants to take him home because he likes taking care of others. ]
It's not logical right now. I know that that you don't pick the victim, but I am still mad at whomever did it.
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[what's wrong with that? if the home is there, and if dazai wants to go....
but she's just going to frown]
... does not have to be logical. If you feel, you should be able to feel. Head and heart can make sense later.
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[ Not dokis since that's still something far off for him. ]
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Who you are cannot be replaced, it is not about what you can or cannot give.
[it doesn't matter if he can't doki? they can still want him in their lives - anya understands that much]